'Strangers have said 'You
disgust me' or 'Why don't you die?' I got it the other day at the petrol
station. A woman shouted: 'Oi, Fatty!' The joke is she wasn't even thin
herself.'
What did she do? 'I went
home and fell apart. That's what they don't get.
As 30-stone Sharon Hill
observes, a surefire way to hurt a woman is to call her fat. 'It's a factual
thing, isn't it? It shouldn't be an insult. You are fat or thin, just like you
are tall or small.
'But people use it as a
derogatory term. Men say 'You fat b****', because calling a woman fat is the
worst thing you can say.'
How must it feel to be the
fattest of the fat, then?
'I've had it all,' she
admits. 'Greedy, fat lazy slob' … 'roll her back into the sea'.
People think that if they
tell me I'm disgusting, I'll go home and look in the mirror and suddenly think:
'Oh yes, gosh, I must stop eating.' Don't they see? The unhappier I am, the more
I eat.'
If you could measure
unhappiness, surely Sharon, who's still just 36, must have been off the scale
when she piled on so much weight that she was dubbed Britain's Fattest Woman.
At her heaviest, in 2014, she weighed an astonishing 48st 2lb.
It's not an accolade any
woman wants, although she quips: 'I really should have been in the Guinness
Book of Records.'
Two years ago, a Channel 4
team sought her out for a documentary about Britain's fattest people.
There were memorable scenes
showing Sharon having a toddler-style tantrum when her husband, Andrew, failed
to cut up her cake exactly the way she wanted it.
She sulked when a
psychiatrist emptied her kitchen of industrial quantities of chocolate and
stuffed herself with more cake, all the while acknowledging she urgently needed
to lose weight because of dangerous levels of fat around her liver.
And yes, today, Sharon is
even slimmer. She's now lost an eye-watering 18st. However, as a new
documentary reveals, Sharon's current size has been hard won.
The Channel 4 programme,
which re-tells her story then takes the action forward, reveals that she put
back on a significant amount of the 10st she lost. It follows her through a
second bariatric op, a mini gastric bypass.
Whether Sharon Hill's
issues with food are now finally resolved, and how far her life has truly been
transformed, also come under the spotlight.
Today, some months after
filming ended, Sharon is still on the big side of big. She wears size 26/28
clothes and bemoans that she's 'stuck around the 30st mark'.
As she points out, she's
just got another 18st to go, yet for the first time in years she has a shape —
you can see her neck — and she can leave the house.
In the street, she remains
a curiosity. She can walk only short distances and needs to use a stick, or her
mobility scooter.
Only time will tell what
permanent damage she has done to her still-young body. 'I have sciatica. My
joints are not good. But I don't really know if it's irreversible because I was
always too big to have a scan.'
But she adds: 'I'm starting
to feel more like the person I was supposed to be.'
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