‘I feel ashamed I was heartbroken, normal for your child to be wanted’ - Rebecca Ferguson

Rebecca Ferguson the x-factor star reveals to Hello on how heartbroken she was when the father of her baby rejected the baby.

The singer, who gave birth to third child, daughter Arabella, two weeks ago, says the father of the baby ended the relationship when she told him she was expecting – and confessed he already had a girlfriend.

"On the outside everyone must have thought everything was rosy at home," she told HELLO! "I kept a smile on my face and kept all my feelings inside because I had this awful feeling of shame, but I was heartbroken.

"I was fuming when I found out, I was so angry. The way I was treated was wrong. I think some people think you're devastated because you want the man, but it's not that. It's devastating for a woman because it's a normal thing for your child to be wanted."

But, she adds, she doesn't harbor any bitterness against her ex and wants to thank him for her 'gift from God'.

"I don't hold any hate towards him," she continued. “He wasn’t ready to be a dad and that’s up to him. I’m not in his shoes and I can’t force him. I’m happy with his decision now and I wish him and his partner well."