Rapper, Eva Alordiah has
just exposed the fact that she still has deep feelings for her ex lover, Caesar
Ume-Ezeoke as she is yet to get over him.
The duo had their split
15-months after he proposed to her while she was performing on stage at the
2016 Headies Awards.
She made this known in a
recent video she posted on her Instagram.
She said;
“I pretend that I’m over
you, ignoring reality and imprisoning my feelings until I’m feeling nothing
new. It’s like these wounds have become scars and the pain never goes away. I’m
used to saying you were the one for me and that’s the subconscious trap I got
myself in.
Now, I know I’ve to set
myself free. It shouldn’t hurt this bad if it was meant to be; mentally, it’s
just so much pressure. I wish you wouldn’t be telling me that I was special
then turn around and treat me like I was something that you had to get rid of;
like a bad itch that’s hard to reach.
I really must have pissed
you off. I swore I won’t be calling you, that I’ll leave you alone. A couple of
weeks’ passed now and I’m picking the phone, hanging on to the dial tone
because you never pick up and when you finally do, you say you’re busy, you’ll
call me right back, but you never do. So I’m right back to square one again,
trying to get over you again.
I hate myself now for
putting myself out. I know I must let you go because if I keep holding on then
I might never know what life has got in store. Maybe, something more. I miss
you, and as simply as it can be said that’s the whole truth.”
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